SWEET SACRIFICE by L.D. Rose
Blurb:
Former
Navy SEAL Sebastian “Bash” Lockard died in Afghanistan after leaping on a
grenade to save his comrades. Little did he know his act of heroism would grant
him a ticket into Heaven’s elite army as one of the few and powerful
Archangels. Struggling with his new existence, Bash still retains his human
memories, leaving behind a wife he loves with all of his heart. Although he’s
forbidden to see her, he can’t resist her lure, or the mortal desires he
harbors for her.
As a
young widow and nurse, Irene Lockard still mourns her husband two years after
his untimely death. His absence is everywhere, and when her best friend weds,
she hits an emotional rock bottom. As if summoned from the skies above,
Sebastian appears before her, and they share an unforgettable night. But when
he once again vanishes, she wonders if she’s truly gone mad with grief.
The only way
Sebastian can remain with Irene is if he makes the ultimate sacrifice. But will
she overcome her fear of losing him again to another war?
Hook:
Heaven is
hell without her.
Links:
Short
snippet:
Bash’s gaze
caught on a couple on the dance floor, the sight of her sinking into him like
hooks and bringing him to a standstill.
With her dark
curls springing over her shoulders, she spun across the hardwood, her pale gray
dress flowing around her. Much like in his recent vision of her, she tipped her
head back and laughed, beautiful, stunning, her smile as bright as the yellow
calla lilies tucked in her hair. She swayed with a man in dress whites, a
Marine, another fucking soldier she didn’t belong with. And as the rain of
realization became a downpour of comprehension, he remembered the engagement, where
Claude proposed to Lucille—at their
wedding—right before Bash left for another tour of Afghanistan.
“Bash?”
Gabriel stepped in front of him, blocking his view, pale eyes narrowed.
Bash’s hand
slammed into Gabriel’s chest, pushing him away as he lurched forward. Gabriel
reacted faster, though, snatching his arm and wrenching him back at least four
feet. Bash lunged again and the Arc’s hand fisted in his white button-down
shirt.
“Don’t,”
Gabriel growled, all humor draining from his angular face and setting his
expression in stone. “Do not.”
Bash’s heart
punched at the angel’s fist, every fiber of his being burning with the urge to
run to her, to wrap his arms around her and feel her body against his one more
time. Envy, rage, longing, and sadness blasted through him in a toxic tornado
of emotion ready to whip this place into oblivion.
He nearly
ground his molars into pulp. “Let. Me. Go.”
“You are dead, Sebastian. You’re no longer part
of this world. All you’ll do is bring her pain, bring yourself pain. Don’t do this.” Twin streams of air whistled from
the Arc’s nostrils as he shook his head. “I should’ve never brought you here.”
Bring him pain? More pain than he’d already
endured? No.
No.
Long snippet:
Her eyes
snapped open, her vision blanketed by huge white feathers, before a giant wing
shoved her back. Her arms flailed as she fell hard on her tailbone, the impact
rattling up her spine and clacking her jaw shut.
Pain and
awareness ripped into her, the veil of fantasy torn from her eyes as she gawked
at the rail in front of her.
She was
outside. In the dark. Ready to jump from her hotel balcony.
Her sharp
intake of air scraped her ears, her heart kicking against her ribcage as she
covered her gaping mouth with her hand. Holy
shit. Did I sleepwalk? Was she
really about to plummet to her death from fourteen stories high?
And did a
huge bird just save her life?
Backpedaling
across the concrete, the air cool against her thighs now that she’d nearly torn
her dress in half, she hit the glass of the sliding balcony doors. Reaching up
with a shaking hand, she clutched the handle and pulled herself haphazardly to
her feet, yanking the door open and stumbling inside. She slammed it shut
behind her, the glass rattling from the force of the blow as she flipped the
lock closed. Retreating farther, she toppled onto the bed, staring at the night
outside with growing horror.
She recounted
her steps from when she’d arrived at the hotel. The elevator, the housekeeper,
entering the room, sitting, crying, falling asleep, the river, the blood, the
panic, the tree—
The tree.
Climbing the
tree, touching its leaves, remembering . . .
A loud thump
hit the balcony outside, muted by the thick glass. Her bleary eyes shot to the
figure standing on the ledge and she released a cross between a sob and a
shriek, then stifled her mouth with a hand.
Tall,
bare-chested, his suit jacket and shirt bunched in his fist as he tossed them
aside. Tattoos covered his arms, shoulders, and the base of his neck. Closer
now, she discerned the pattern of inked wings, pale muscles rippling, lines and
cuts he’d never worn before. His dark hair fell a little longer on top,
disheveled from the wind, his face still carved with gorgeous edges, but
thinner, wearier. His eyes were black holes, endless, consuming. Infinite.
Sebastian.
His knuckles
rapped on the glass, the sound sending a terrified jolt into her nervous
system. His eyes bore into hers, cutting through the darkness.
“Reen. Open
the door.”
Reen. Her nickname rumbled from his lips, his voice still
that resonant timbre she adored. God, some nights she’d pleaded to hear that
sound again, just to listen to him speak one last time.
This had to
be another dream. He had to be a
dream. She was hallucinating.
Christ, had
Phillipe spiked her drink?
“Reen.” He
grasped the handle, tugged on it, his inked bicep contracting. “I know you see
me.”
She couldn’t
move, nailed to the bed with fear, paralyzed by disbelief. He pressed both
palms flat on the glass, big hands with callused fingers, hands that had
memorized every part of her body. He broke eye contact, dipping his head as he
murmured, “Please, baby. Let me in.”
As if his
plea granted her motor skills, Irene was suddenly on her feet, hurrying across
the carpet toward him. She struggled to control her shaking hands, trembles
reverberating through her entire body. It took her three tries to flip the
latch, and then she backed away, recoiling, afraid of this man who looked so
much like her dead lover.
He pulled the
slider open in a smooth, fluid movement, the cool ocean breeze escaping into
the airless hotel. Setting his sights on her, he stepped over the threshold,
his presence filling the room, overwhelming her entirely. When her back hit the
main door, the opportunity to flee opened up wide, but she stilled as his scent
wafted into her nostrils, a blend of sandalwood and her husband.
Sebastian. Her Sebastian.
The slider
closed behind him, the finality of the sound echoing through her bones, and she
couldn’t run.
Not from him.
Never from him.
An almost
strangled sigh escaped him and he swallowed hard, his Adam’s apple bobbing in
his throat. A gut-wrenching pain glittered in his dark eyes while he drank her
in, his gaze skittering over her from head to toe, as if reacquainting himself
with his broken disaster of a wife.
Finally, he
approached her in the dark, closing the distance between them, and she pressed
harder against the door. If he held her, if he so much as touched her, she would be lost to him, squandering any semblance of
sanity she’d managed to retain in these awful years without him.
Blistering
tears flowed freely down her cheeks as he halted mere inches away, so close, so
goddamn close his warmth radiated off his bare chest. He lifted a hand and she
flinched, stopping him as if she’d slapped him. The pained expression on his
face yanked a wretched sob from her throat, and she just couldn’t believe it,
couldn’t believe he stood right there in front of her.
The medal,
the flag, the decorated casket, the salute . . . had it all been a lie?
His finger
brushed her cheek, tentative, soft, waiting for her to strike. When she didn’t,
he cupped her face in his hand, his skin still rough and callused, wiping away
her tears with his thumb. She leaned into his touch, unable to resist his
warmth, and he framed her face with his free hand, staring into her eyes with a
need so raw it stole what little breath she had left in her burning lungs.
“My God.” He
whispered the words, as if he didn’t have the strength to give them voice.
“I’ve missed you.”
Bio:
L.D.
Rose is a neurotic physician by day, crazed writer by night, and all around
wannabe superhero. She writes paranormal romance and urban fantasy, but she's
been known to delve into horror, sci-fi, and medical suspense on occasion. L.D.
Rose is a PAN member of the RWA, FF&P, NEC-RWA and CoLoNY. She currently
lives in Rhode Island with her studly hubby, her hyperactive boxer, and her two
devious cats.
